Things I Am Afraid Of

The first step to conquer any fear is admitting you have one. So here, for everyone to see, I am making a list of my fears in hopes that it will satisfy both my list craving and my need to get over some of my fears.

• Death (not my own, the people I care about's)
• 3D movies (I blame the Honey I Shrunk the Kids show)
• Failure
• Roller coasters
• Being yelled at/Getting in trouble (I blame Catholic school)
• Log Flumes
• The Future (who the fuck isn't terrified of this?!)
• Not getting a job
• Being absent (what if something important happens!?)
• Authority figures
• M. Night Shamalan making more movies
• Not doing anything meaningful with my life (see last post, I had a bit of a meltdown)
• Every 'Harry Potter' book in the world spontaneously combusting
• Losing people (Not their death, just....losing them. At this point in time, specific people, but in general, people I care about)
• The American School system
• Having a gun pointed at my head
• Being a bad sister
• Getting pulled over/Getting arrested (can't teach with a stain on my criminal record)
• Never finding someone
• Illness
• Being a bad teacher
• Public performance (singing, dancing, acting, speaking. though I wish so badly that I could)
• Not making the most of everything I've been given

Now, you're probably thinking 'Krysti, stop being such a dumb shit, if you know your fears, fucking fix them.' And to you I say 'Stop being an asshole, no one said you had to read my blog. And you trying conquering a fear of being absent.' I don't even know why I wrote these last two post, I guess it was just stuff I was thinking about and figured I should actually write something more than 'watch this video!' for once.

Oh well, the world is a scary place, little monsters. We'll just have to brave it together. G'night.